Thread:Geekgal24/@comment-29980193-20190928041138

I saw what you said about me. You were very subtle in how much you hate me.

It's okay. I hold no ill will against you. After all, you're right. Everything is my fault after all. Just listen and hear me out, one last time.

I could never change the past, even if I wanted to. I was bound to snap eventually, and I guess it just happened too soon. I really don't know how I did it, clinging on to the idea that things would change. I already learned never to get my hopes up, so why do it again?

I know you're gonna delete your account, and that's pretty much for the better. After I'm done with what I'm doing on the SiivaGunner community, I'm deleting my account too.

I only have one more question. Do you see why I said I wanted you to forget about me? Regardless, I should learn to follow my own advice.

I really do want to say thank you. For all the memories.... and... the fun.... I realized what was wrong with me, and because I wanted to see you again, I worked to fix it. And when I look at myself in the mirror, I'd say it worked. We all gotta learn from our failure.

But even more so? I'm sorry, sorry for everything wrong I've ever done. I messed up and ruined your life forever. And I can't look back on what I did and not have a breakdown. I'm sorry for all the arguements, for all the times I just snapped and let loose all the anger inside me, simply because I took your kindness for granted. It's all my fault.

But most importantly, I'm sorry you had to meet me. Because I left scars that will never ever heal, on both of us.

Maybe one day you'll forgive me? I don't really care. The past is the past, let's not dwell on it and move to the future.

Farewell my old friend. Maybe we can meet again under different circumstances....

From, Ruby Rose

- Kirby 