User blog:KirbyPKMNInkling/How I really feel

The depression is worse.

I'm not sure if I can bear it.

I feel my soul turning gray from a loss of DETERMINATION.

I decided to talk about it here, the onl place where I feel I have friends.

Numerous events have came up recently, so I'll go over the important ones.
 * 1) I got into a flame war over on Fantendo, and each time I made a comment I felt myself drowning into a hole of regret.
 * 2) Someone told me that I'm only friends with my video games, which I believe is true.
 * 3) I feel more and more compeled towards spreading my opinion on numerous forms of media.

It makes me think of a certain game I played recently called Doki Doki Literature Club. And while someone knows who my favorite character is (cough cough I'm looking at you Geekgal), I like to believe at times I am better suited for Sayori.

Sayori suffers from depression, but never shows it. She is very unorganized and hates being the center of attention. She believes if she makes others happy, she has no reason to be unhappy.

Sound familiar?

That's just like me. Huh, never thought Id be so much like a video game character. Except for one major differnce. I feel like I never make ANYONE happy. So guess how I feel?

And guess what happened to Sayori at the end. Remind me how I haven't played Doki Doki in a while. I guess I left her hanging, didn't I?

I am in no way thinking about ending my life. I just.. feel more relaxed when I put my feelings on the screen. If you take the time to read this, try not to be mean in the comments..